I got to go home early today. So I should do some physics problems right now instead of loafing around.

Today felt like a Friday. I was bored in Communications, but I was really giggly during Chem and joking around a lot. There was also a random turkey running outside. My friend next to me and the guy next to her saw it, but I didn't. I sat there, wishing I could see a live turkey but was too chicken (LMAO) to go to the door and look, especially since the teacher was teaching. I decided to in the end, but by the time I went to look, I saw nothing.

Apparently, there's flocks of turkeys that sometime visit our school. I want to see. Andrew, my classmate in physics, told me that the turkeys around here weren't cute, and they don't have those giant tail things like they do in pictures on Thanksgiving. I was a little disappointed, but I still wanted to see a turkey.

Communications is reaaaalllyyyy boooriiinnng.


Sometimes I hate drawing in pen 'cause I mess up and my main focus ends up being trying to hide the mistakes. And I always lose interest when doodling but I have to keep going or it just looks dumb. A lot of the doodles in my planner are either chibis or bust shots. I'm gonna have to try the second's pose again-- he ended up looking like he was covering his mouth. But uh, LOOK HOW I TRIED TO IMITATE CAMOFLAGE WITH ONLY BLACK PEN!!

THE FIRST WAS FINE, SORTA, until I decided to put sunglasses. The thing that bothers me mostly is the hair, really. I forgot how to draw the hair even though I.. reffed my other doodles. LMAO.

Labels: daily, doodle, school

Sometimes there really is nothing for me to do during in-class tutoring. I'm still heavily addicted to Backborn. I had another doodle, but I'm not quite finished so I'm not showing it off just yet.

Today went by slowly, but fast at the same time. My bedtime draws near, so no long post for me. XD

Labels: daily, doodle, school

Guess who's addicted to Backborn/wasn't listening in class?

Sorry, I'm lame right now. XD I spent awhile playing Sands of Destruction on DS and goooossssh I have much non-fangirl love for Agan. He just wiiins. The whip is really cool, too. Except I don't get why he doesn't like snakes, because.. I would think.. Not that there's any relationship, but snakes and whips are pretty close.

I'm trying to get some work done before I have to go to bed, which is really soon.

Up until 12:00 AM today, I was playing some Sands of Destruction on the Nintendo DS. I thought nothing of the game at first, but now I'm semi-addicted and am loving it just as my sister does! It reminds me of Tales of, as she said it would.

Then we went to grandma's and brought our flat-screen monitor that no one at home uses and more. I replaced the fat one at grandma's with this thinner one. The desk now has more space! After that we hit it up at the mall with my sister. We didn't really buy much this time. The sales at Wet Seal and Charlotte Russe weren't that great, but we both bought jackets from Pac Sun! I saw this jacket I really liked that was supposedly 50% off, but it was missing a tag. When I asked the cashier lady to do a price check, she told me it was $7.49. I BOUGHT IT, OF COURSE! Cheaap! It's what I've been wanting 'cause Tomo's been buying jackets lately. It even has graphics on it, hurraaay.

I have to go to bed now so I can't express my joy as much as I would like to, but we did stop by Kinokuniya in San Jose and I bought Imai Tsubasa's Backborn single. <333 I bought the limited edition with the photobook, 'cause I know my TV can't play Region 2 DVDs or something. Even so, we don't have a DVD player. )X But I'm reallllyyy happy. $16.70, but I'm happy I can support Tsubie. I feel like a reaaal fan! I also wanted to buy Ho! Summer, but I didn't. I did that online over eBay instead.

This is bad. I need to make money again. XD Already it seems my art commissioner has failed to give me feedback on the sketch I have sent her, and my paycheck has yet to arrive! Paranoia ensues! Well, I'm off to bed for now!

Labels: daily, fun, uwaa

I spent most of the morning watching the Johnny's Starship Countdown with Tomo, as well as some other clips that made me laugh really hard all by myself when I was alone yesterday.

Right now I'm trying to get some homework done while watching Tsubacon. That sounds catastrophic in that it doesn't sound like much will get done, but some things got done! I remember when Newshfan subbed this a year or two back, it was around the time I didn't quite care much for Tsubasa yet. Maybe I saw the Get Down PV, maybe I didn't, but I mostly got it because it was subbed. I planned to delete it once I finished, but I didn't. I wanted to watch the entire concert properly even though I was incredibly unfamiliar with Tsuba's solo songs.

In any case, I pulled it out again because I've been heavily addicted to Tsuba's D&R con, or at least, the first half of it. I still haven't watched the whole thing properly.. I'm really addicted to Ikanaide and Go On, two songs that I LOVE to hear come after each other due to his appearance on the Golden Melody Awards. I really like that 2nd face comes after Slave of Love, too. Speaking of 2nd Face, gosh, when that song came on in the Tsubacon performance, it was really hot. I felt like I was having an affair~ =oooo

It's funny 'cause all this time I had this, I was skeptical of what the subber had written as her comment about this concert. I still haven't properly watched it, but I am much more familiar with Tsubasa's songs and his performances now that I can only agree: Yes, Tsubasa DOES = sex. "Make that 'hot, sweaty, hip-rolling, tight pants, close-ups of his crotch, plenty of chest showing' sex."

Somehow this became a sort of fangirling blog/journal. I'm sorry, it's not my intent! It just happens and I have no where else to write about it! XD Unless I put it in some hidden blog where no one can read it..

Labels: emotion, laugh, uwaa

Yep, today was pretty good for a Wednesday. I couldn't concentrate much during math class, and I thought I wouldn't make it in Physics after, but I really pulled through all right. I should be studying for Botany tomorrow, but I'll skim over it in a sec!

I've been thinking about buying Imai Tsubasa's BACKBORN single for the past few days or so. I mean, it's his first single after all and he released it on my birthday. I kind of want it, but I don't know which edition to go for. Naturally I want the one with all the extra stuff, but that's more expensive, right? Anyway, I'm holding off and telling myself not to. Maybe not until I get my next paycheck? XD Part of the reason I feel super tempted is 'cause Tsubaholic mentioned something about reading Tsubasa's blog and Backborn fell from #2 to #41 on the charts or something. Still top 50, but she just HAD to go and mention how Tsubasa must feel a little sad that not enough people are listening to Backborn? Or am I remembering this all incorrectly? Regardless, I still want it because the black and white theme of the CD is gorgeous. It's sooo Tsubasa and gosh, he looks stunning in the CD release. |D

My Chem class was canceled so after Communications, I headed tot he library to try and do some work. SOME was done, but most of it wasn't. I wanted to listen to "Do Me Crazy" again and when I searched it up on Youtube, I saw a new video for the song had been posted. It was a Shounen Club ep I remember seeing, but I didn't care about Tsubasa then LMAO. Anyway, I was watching it and.. Well, I enjoyed it, but I'm kind of embarrassed when I feel like someone's watching me watch a performance. It's like they're judging me. )=

I watched episodes 4-6 of Jyu-Oh-Sei, and it's been about a year or so since I saw the first three in Spanish subtitles, so I don't really remember anything. Already I kind of remember what I missed and I already have semi-crack ideas. Alas, I have not the time to draw comics right now! I must comment that puberty doesn't hit teenage boys so fast that they get Koichi's voice by 15. That's HILARIOUS.

Anyway, I should study now. I want to do well on my test tomorrow. XD

Labels: daily, laugh, school

NOOOOO I just posted on a Tsubasa-related LJ article translation thing and I forgot to change to a Tsubasa icon when I hit post. Don't you hate it when you have something you hardly use and when you have the chance to. YOU FORGET?! It was a really cute article, though~ I don't know what Tsubasa looks like right now 'cause he changes a lot, but he always says interesting things, especially fanservice-y things, lmao.

My Tuesdays are the longest because I'm at school all day, but when I came home and Tomo and I were already joking, I felt light-hearted afterwards. I guess it was bound to come. After being all depressing for the past week or so, of course there'd be a time when I'd be able to laugh and joke with Tomo again. Thanks, sis. You're the best. I love you so much. (X

In the end, that's all I really want to do. I love to laugh.

I came home and Tomo greeted me, telling me there was yogurt for me in the freezer. I grab it first thing and start eating it. I'm nearly done when she asks me, "Hey, you want toppings?" I really didn't, but I could tell she wanted me to say yes. So to humor her, I changed my mind and said yes, to see what she'd do. She gets marshmallows and dumps it in my yogurt. Pretty normal, but she wasn't done. Oh no, she wasn't. She grabbed an Oreo cookie, and before I understood what happened, she CRUSHED it with her BARE HANDS. IT WAS BEASTY. Of course I was SHOCKed so I was like "EWWWW." My mouth full of cookies, I left to go back to tutoring.

Right now I'm just going to do nothing. There's only so many hours of schoolwork I can do! Great now I forgot what I was gonna say. OH WELL. (X

Labels: laugh, school

Today was an overall good day. I showed up a little late for my communications class, and the teacher told me "I was lucky I didn't get locked out," the speech I tend to hear her give. My group wasn't even mad and didn't care for an explanation as to why I didn't make it to the 7:30 AM meeting they planned before class. Our group speech went well as well.. I'm really grateful for those guys. I hope my intuition isn't wrong, but I think all 7 of us became friends after wards. The miracle of group projects sometimes. It can really make friends out of the members.

I never realized it before, but St. Patrick's Day is really wonderful. I've been forgetting to wear green in the past few years, but this year I managed to remember. Only today did I notice other people wearing green. Whether it's a shirt, earrings, or even a sticker on a plaid shirt, I realized that it's wonderful such a national holiday could entice participation from people. I don't know the significance of today, but isn't it nice to see people who care enough wearing green? It's not even "Red for Haiti/AIDS/etc," and people are participating! It makes me quite proud of humanity.

Anyway, when I opened up my planner today and realized I had no homework due tomorrow, it made my day. But by the noon, I fell into a sort of self-pity for some reason. I was thinking about how I spend so much time at school. 5 courses that keep me 15 minutes from home from 8 AM until 5 PM Mondays to Wednesdays. I'd be a bit free-er on Tuesdays, but I took up math tutoring as a job. I started wallowing in misery for myself. I took all these classes because I needed them-- I want to transfer out by the end of my second year at community college, but I kind of failed to take some important classes y first year, so now I'm trying to fix it. Even if I get to transfer, I still have to make up a Zoology class. I kept thinking about how I keep having to take so many extra courses just to try and fix mistakes. I wanted it easier. I want to take the normal amount for a normal person. Now I realize everyone wants it easier. I probably wouldn't be happy even if that did happen. ^^;

Not to mention when math class ended and I was headed for physics lab, I thought about how nice the weather was and that I wouldn't be able to enjoy it. Here was a nice day and I spend it sitting inside class. From 8 AM to 5 PM, I spend it seated in a classroom. The scene changes according to the course, but it's still a classroom! Oh, how deprived I felt when I realized that!

All was good, though. The teacher cracked jokes that made me laugh. Even though he's scary, he's really a good guy. We got let out early, too. I felt really good after that, which made me ponder about how simple things always make me feel better. In the end, I just really like to laugh.

Lately, everyday, I like to come home and listen to rock. More specifically, Imai Tsubasa's Dance and Rock con.. I don't know why. Do I need music that's a little harder and more upbeat than regular pop? Hmm! I just.. feel at ease listening to EDGE, Do me Crazy, Axel, 2nd face.. While I doubt any of those songs could be considered "relaxing," I just feel better listening to them. At least, for now. I think it's the same way how every morning this week I've been eating cereal, despite how I dislike eating so much lately. I just want cereal.

Labels: emotion, holiday, school